Please help out and buy/take something! Everything is used, but in GREAT condition. I swear!


EDIT: Stuff with a * next to it is claimed!

Manga ($4 each or 2 for $6)

Black Cat Vol 1
Black Cat Vol 2
Black Cat Vol 3
Black Cat Vol 4
Black Cat Vol 5
Black Cat Vol 6
Black Cat Vol 7
Black Cat Vol 8
Black Cat Vol 9
Black Cat Vol 10
Black Cat Vol 11
Bleach vol 1
Bleach vol 2
Bleach vol 3
Bleach vol 4
Bleach vol 5
Bleach vol 6
Bleach vol 7
Bleach vol 8
Bleach vol 9
Bleach vol 10
Bleach vol 11
Bleach vol 12
Bleach vol 13
Bleach vol 14
Bleach vol 15
Bleach vol 16
Bleach vol 17
Bleach vol 18
Bleach vol 19
Bleach vol 20
Negima Vol 1,2 and 3
Negima vol 4
Negima vol 5
Negima vol 6
One Piece vol 1
One Piece vol 2
One Piece vol 4
One Piece vol 5
One Piece vol 6
PhD: Phantasy Degree vol 2
Fullmetal Alchemist vol 1
Fullmetal Alchemist vol 2
Disgaea 2 vol 1
Disgaea 2 vol 2
The Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok vol 1
The Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok vol 2
Hack//Legend of the Twilight vol 1
Hack//Legend of the Twilight vol 2
Hack//Legend of the Twilight vol 3
Hack//AI buster
Genshiken vol 1
Excel Saga vol 1
Juvenile Orion vol 1
Suikoden III vol 1
Suikoden III vol 2
Inuyasha: A Feudal Fairytale vol 10
Inuyasha: A Feudal Fairytale vol 11
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles vol 1
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles vol 2
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles vol 3
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles vol 4
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles vol 5
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles vol 6
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles vol 7
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles vol 8
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles vol 9
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles vol 10
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles vol 11
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles vol 12
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles vol 13
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles vol 14
* D. Gray-Man vol 1
* D. Gray-Man vol 2
* D. Gray-Man vol 3
* D. Gray-Man vol 4
* D. Gray-Man vol 5
* D. Gray-Man vol 6
* D. Gray-Man vol 7
* D. Gray-Man vol 8

DVD ($8 each)

Hellsing vol 1 (episode 1-3)
Hellsing vol 2 (episode 4- 6)
* Final Fantasy: Unlimited vol 2
Dragon Drive Complete Collection Set 1 (episode 1-18)
* Fruits Basket vol 1 (episodes 1 - 6)
* Fruits Basket vol 2 (episodes 7 - 12)
* Fruits Basket vol 3 (episodes 13- 19)
* Fruits Basket vol 4 (episodes 20 - 26)
* Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok vol 3
* Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok vol 4
* Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok vol 5
* Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok vol 6
Mythical Detective Loki Ragnarok vol 7
Fullmetal Alchemist vol 7
Fullmetal Alchemist vol 8
Fullmetal Alchemist vol 9
Fullmetal Alchemist vol 10
Fullmetal Alchemist vol 11
Fullmetal Alchemist vol 12
Fullmetal Alchemist vol 13
* Pokemon All-Stars Collection
Black Cat vol 1 (episodes 1-4)
Excel saga vol 2
Rurouni Kenshin: Wandering Samurai vol 1 (episodes 1 - 4)
MarsDayBreak vol 1 (episodes 1- 5)
MarsDayBreak vol 2 (episodes 6 – 10)
DragonHalf
Saiyuki vol 1 (episodes 1 - 10)
* DeathNote The Movie
* Cowboy Bebop The Movie
* Yu Yu Hakusho The Movie: Poltergeist Report

Free DVds (TOTALLY FREE... probably japanese bootlegs, but they should work. Hey they're free so no complaining! ;))

Deathnote vol 1
Love Hina Spring Special
* Card Captor Sakura Movie 1
* Card Captor Sakura Movie 2 "enchanted Cards"
Wolf's Rain (episodes 27-30)
Inuyasha Movie
* Ouran High School Host Club Part 1 (episodes 1 - 13)
* Eyeshield21 part 1 (episodes 1-25)
D.Gray-man part 1 (episodes 1 - 13)
FullMetal Alchemist Part 1 (Episodes 1 - 24)
* D.N.Angel Complete Series
* Fushigi Yuugi Complete Series

It finally hit me that all my friends are going away a few days ago. I mean, I knew it was coming, but for some reason it didn't really register or something. I just didn't feel like it was actually happening or something.

Anyway, I'm just so depressed that you're all going away. I mean, i've been friends with so many of you for so long and now i'm not going to see any of you for a long time. I know that, oh, we'll see each other over breaks and stuff, but really? What about all the time when we'll be separated? I mean, i'm just afraid that i'll never hear from any of you again. That's what always happens with me and people when we get separated. We slowly drift apart.

I really don't want you guys to leave. I want us all to go to the same college and live in a house together. :'(

It's not even funny how sad and depressed I am about this... I'm going to miss you all so much! DX

Also, I'm skipping my ACT class to go to our goodbye dinner.

Ugh, why is it so hard not to make people mad? They get mad at me when I try to talk to them about my problems and they say they don't want to talk to me, but then get mad when I don't talk to them about it. What do you want from me!? It's killing me enough just to put up this little "happy" charade. What more do you want!?

Also, I was worried a while back because I have a very regular period and suddenly it stopped. It came about 5 days late. (Before anyone says anything, I know i'm not pregnant because i'm still a virgin...) I've just been THAT stressed out. Sigh, life really blows sometimes...

I've been pretty depressed lately. I guess I'm just really lonely. Not like I don't have any friends, just that I don't have anyone to hold or to hold me when I'm feeling lonely/down. I have never craved a hug so much in my life... it's pretty pathetic really. No, guys, I don't want any of your "AW<3 POOR BABY! *HUGZ*." I know it sounds dumb and self-centered, but I just need someone to love. I never knew that I was one of those people until just recently.

ON another note, Otakon is next week. I have cosplay to do and I also don't know when/how I'm getting there. Guys, plan please? :

For the most part I'm pretty close to being done on my cosplay stuff. I only have to do the wig and spikes for lucario and the wig, shoes, white stripe and collar for teddie.

I might need help on the wigs and I can't find my wig cap. How annoying. >:/

Anyway, the Teddie wig is a much nicer color than I thought it would be. I was afraid that it would turn out purple, but it's actually a good shade of blue. The only problem is I think it's styled a bit differently than in the picture. The bangs seem longer. I just have to style it and put ears on, but i'm always so afraid to style wigs cuz I don't want to mess them up.

Someone, please help me with cosplay. Maybe we can have a cosplay work day sometime? Preferably before the Corcoran? Well, I guess that would mean sunday, but sometime on the weekend?

Also I start the Corcoran on monday. I'm not sure if it will be fun or stressful... I'm kinda worried since I've been having a weird time emotionally. I feel fine one minute and then horrible the next.

Also, i've had terrible dreams for the past two days. It's like just when you thought you were safe, your mind decides to give you a big slap in the face. I really don't want them to keep up, especially since they have a slight lingering effect. You how like when you have a dream that a friend gets hurt and then you cry or call them to see if they're okay? It's sort of like that.

Anyway, so far stuff has been okay. I'm feeling kinda blah, since I overslept this morning, but besides that I feel fine.

So, yesterday I went over to Noah's again. It was pretty cool. We were going to paint his tree house that isn't a tree house because it isn't in a tree, but instead we went to Child's Play (this awesome toy store) and played with a bunch of the toys and were generally ridiculous. Auggh, there were so many cool dinosaurs and this crocodile man and i wanted them, but they cost money! DX

Then we got some food and went to Safeway to buy boca burgers and hot dogs for a cookout. Miriam joined us at Safeway and then we went back to Noah's before going to the pool.

At the pool there was this awesome squirt gun thing and we all kept fighting over it and squirting each other. It was pretty fun, but then we were called out of the pool because there was thunder. Actually, by the time we got out of the showers in the changing room, there was a crazy storm. It was raining so hard and we had to run as fast as we could to the car. It was insane.

Then when we got back, we tried to get the coals to light. We couldn't get it too work and then Mike showed up. It was pretty sad when he couldn't get it to work either, being a boy scout and all. It took so much newspaper, twigs and effort. When we finally got it to light, we cooked up some food and listened to the Lion King soundtrack. It was awesome.

After that we watched the rest of the Charlie Chaplin movie and then went home.

The end. ;)

So, stuff been happenin'.

I've spent the last two days volunteering at the FolkLife Festival on the mall. It's pretty cool because I spend most of my time just watching performances. It's really hot outside, but yeah. It's a cultural experience.

Also, last tuesday at midnight I saw the Transformers Revenge of the Fallen movie! It was cool in the way that i'm a geek, but it sucked as a movie. It was too rushed and crowded with plot and events. Not to mention there were at least 3 hump jokes and 2 ball jokes. *eye roll*

It was also dumb that the theatre over sold and kicked Sean, Rebaka and Katie out. I'm rather mad. I didn't even know until after the movie because there wasn't enough room for us all to sit together. Not to mention it was so hot and sweaty by the end of the movie... too many people! D:

Also, there was a preview for, guess what, a live-action Avatar movie. It's called The Last Airbender and will be out next year I think. It was only one scene, but it looks like they may have actually put work into it. I wannna see it. :)

And yesterday, after the festival I went to Noah's and met up with Noah and Mike. We talked and sat in his little would-be tree house if it was in a tree and ate pizza. Then we watched a bit of a Charlie Chaplin movie before going to a diner and getting a malt and a banana split. It was so funny. We tried to drink the banana split with straws before fighting over it with our spoons and mutilating it. By the time we left it was a pile of ice cream mush with 3 straws, 3 spoons, a napkin, some ice cubes, straw wrappers and tabasco sauce in it. It was one of those simple moments that are truly enjoyable. :)

Anyway, overall I've had a lot of fun lately. I'm really tiered and exhausted, but I've been enjoying life so much. I'm in such a good mood because of it too. It feels like it's been so long since I was this happy. :D

I wish you all the best!!!! XD

So AMA was pretty fun. I feel sick and tiered, but I still had fun. There wasn't much to do because it was so small, but I kept myself entertained and it was just cool getting to hang with old friends and get more familiar with new ones.

The cosplay sucked overall, but there were a few gems hidden here and there and the AMV's were okay. Not the best, but better than the recent contests we've been too. The pokemon panel was pretty fun. I didn't win anything, but I really just wanted to play around in the underground anyway. the dealers room and the artists alley were lacking in variety/quantity, but I still found some stuff I really like. It's weird, overall it wasn't that great of a con, but i still feel like i enjoyed myself somehow.

I would've regretted not going mostly because it helped me get over the recent drama in my life. It kept me distracted (for the most part) and I had my friends there to support me. Thank you guys. I love you all so much! ;_;

Anyway, I want to do cosplay so much right now. I just have no idea how i'll have the time to make anything before Otakon with the folk life festival and the corcoran. Plus I have all these games I want to finish... like now. So much to do so little time... well at least it's better than too much time.

I hope you all had fun at AMA too!

AMA is this weekend! I'm so happy and excited to spend a weekend with friends and anime. XD

I'm pretty excited, but I'm still kinda nervous about more personal stuff. It's amazing how things are perfectly timed to be at the worst time... :(

Anyway, off to AMA! (tomorrow) ~

Ugh, I'm so nervous and scared... and, no, it's not because I saw Drag Me to Hell yesterday. Something even more disturbing and frightening distracted me from that...

~Ignore my bitching~

Sigh, summer is supposed to be freedom, right? We finally have all this time to spend just hanging out and having fun, right? It means no more work, right?

Well, then wtf is going on here? Ugh, I always look forward to spending my summer with friends (not all of it but at least SOMETIME), but nooo. Everyone has to be busy and away. Everyone is always like, 'oh lets go on adventures every weekend... no wait make that every day~' but then no one is free. Why does everyone DO so much during summer? Not that I want you all to be bored, but seriously? People do just as much work during the summer as during the school year.

This isn't really directed at anyone of you on my f-list. I'm just annoyed and bored right now because of someone else. I actually had been thinking about this for a while now, but just this situation is making come out in a bad way. So don't take it personally.

I'm just so sick and tiered of being stuck in the house with nowhere to go and nothing to do. u_u

I actually wouldn't be posting this if I wasn't so bored right now, and I wouldn't be bored if it weren't for this someone who keeps blowing me off for no apparent reason. I'm just tiered of forgotten promises and false hope. I've already told them that it makes me upset and they said they would stop doing that, but that didn't happen... I wish I could say something but every time I try it turns into an argument and somehow ends up with me being the one at fault (mostly because I beat myself up when I get upset and they go along with it). I know it's bad, but at this point I feel like if I want to stay friends, I have to keep quiet and deal with it.

Sigh, don't worry. I'm not as angry as I seem. Just kinda hurt by this one person... I'll be fine soon. I always am. Ah, yes. The continuous circle in which we live in. Just dandy, isn't it?

~end~

Well, I got to see Sean recently. We just kinda hung out. It was fun. "Meteors are really fat people falling from heaven." :P

Also, I got a shot today. My tetanus vaccine. My arm hurts. DX

I am now free from school! Thursday was the last day of school for us, so now it's summer! OMG! XD

Why can't I just get over things? This is so annoying... and it's driving me crazy. I promised myself I would let it go just for the sake of my own mental health, but I can't.

It just keeps creeping back into my mind. Filling my brain with paranoid, angry and sad thoughts.

Why is it so fucking hard to trust someone?

EDIT:

Dammit, why can't people take any responsibility? Why am I always taking the blame? Why am I always accepting myself as the one at fault? I mean I know I am, but it's not all mine, so why won't you take any of the load?

I"M 18 NOW!? OMG?! 8D

My Xbox360 memory card disappeared last weekend. I don't know where it is and I want it back and, and... I wanna play RE5.

Seanie, I hope you have it and I want it back NOW. If not, hopefully it's in Rebaka's house... and I will be able to find it (which is unlikely in Rebaka's house).

I needs it. NOW! DX

Sigh, I am so stressed and upset right now... but i've calmed down a lot. This will be hard to work through, very hard. I don't really feel like writing a post about it right now. Probably never. We'll see. I'll probably tell people later, just not right now.

I feel so sick, sore and exhausted.

So, as some of you may know, my Birthday is may 13th and will be celebrated on the 30th. The specifics aren't really set yet, but we'll probably see a movie (Up) and then have a sleepover. Everyone on my F-list is invited and more. Please RSVP and its fine if you want to bring other friends along so long as you tell me first.

As usual, to keep the onslaught of "WHAT CHU WANT!?" texts/calls/people away here's a list of gift ideas. (* = REALLY want, ** = REALLY REALLY want)

Movies:
> *Pokemon Movies/TV episodes
> *Resident Evil 2
> *Indiana Jones (Raiders of the Lost Arc or Last Crusade)

Books:
> *Dragon Drive vol. 8

Games:
> *Paper Mario
> **Smash Bros. (N64)
> **Pokemon Snap (N64)

Clothes/accessories:
>**Fetch Flesh shirt - medium
(http://www.jinx.com/womens/shirts/video_games/fetch_flesh_womens.html?catid=8&cs=2&csd=8)
> *Ties (http://www.fanplusfriend.com/servlet/the-New-Arrivals/Categories)
(strawberry, green/blue/orange &black stripes)
> *Goggles (Rave/Fun not for sports, just to wear around)
> Sound Drop Keychains (Any Mario/Zelda ones)

Giftcards:
> **itunes
> GaiaOnline
> *BestBuy
> **GameStop
> Movie Theatre

Other:
> Funny stuff
> Stuffed animals
> Hugs :3

God, people are so lazy.

So, I have SAT's tomorrow, but I always spend fridays with school friends. I wanted to hang out with them, but a lot of them live in DC/Maryland and since the two of us that live in VA are taking SAT's in the morning I suggested that we go to my house so that we can get to sleep earlier.

But no, the people who AREN'T taking the SAT's don't want to go to my house, because they need to get to sleep early since they have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO THE NEXT DAY! D:<

This is so annoying. They used to come over to my house all the time, but now they're too lazy. No one else has to take tests in the morning. I've talked to them all and NONE of them have ANYTHING planned for saturday (let alone at 7AM).

Damn, i'm just annoyed. Well, whatever. It seems like no one really likes/is motivated to hang out with me.

On another note, I miss you guys. Last weekend was so much fun! :D

Anyone want to hang out tomorrow/sunday? XD

So, I have this pile of geeky shirts that either don't fit me any more or I never wear and I don't know what to do with them. I don't want to throw them away and I kinda feel like making them into something, but I don't know what.

Any ideas?

Ever since I read that anonymous comment on my last post I've pretty much been feeling like the worst, most disgusting person that ever existed. I'm just so bothered by it, but I completely understand. This would probably make a better voice post, but I don't think it matters since I bad at expressing myself either way.

Anyway, my point is that I'm sorry. I know I'm a horrible person and I deserve nothing more than that response. I don't even deserve to call any of you my friends. You're all too good for that. I just wanted to say that to whoever it was I'm sorry and I completely understand if you hate me and never want to hear from me again. I really wish I could talk to you one on one so I could try to give you my apologies, but I know you don't want that since your post was anonymous.

In fact, I understand if all of you feel that way about me now and I know that you probably should. So from now on I'll just try to stay out of your lives. I think i'll even get a new LJ account so you won't have to read anymore of my drama/stress/teen crap anymore. I'll just disappear. Hopefully that will make things better for all of you. I would love it if I could be forgiven, but I know that I shouldn't be.

I shouldn't have said anything about the way I felt. Every one tells me to speak up but I never do because all I do is say one big dumb mistake that earns me tons of grief, stress and guilt. I can never seem to make things right anymore. It was all just some big, stupid lie. I don't think I could ever be happy again with out any of you. I can't believe I said such a load of bullshit. And, no, this isn't my way of trying to take it back or come up with some lame excuse. I just completely tore up my whole life. It's all my fault and I know it.

I'm not fishing for your pity or anything like that. I just want you to know that, even if it means nothing to you, I'm sorry.

Lately I haven't really enjoyed my time with the people on my F-list... and I think it's usually because even when we're having fun, there are one or two people who sort of ruin the mood or just annoy me...

I feel really bad about it and I would confront them, but I don't want to make anyone mad at me or upset. It's not alway the same people either. usually it is, but not always. I don't know. It's just weird.

It makes me feel like such a horrible person... I have this with my other friends too, but that problem is pretty much working itself out. I just can't seem to find a way around it with you guys though.

I mean, I have fun with you guys, but then it's all kind of ruined and then I get annoyed/uncomfortable. At that point I just want to get away from ALL of you. Not just the ones that bug me. It's like just the whole experience of being with you is warped by a small piece.

Ugh, I feel like I'm the bad one here. I kind of am though...


On the other hand, I'm in a pretty good mood, but I'm bored out of my mind. DX